happy june 1st!
yesterday i hung with ashley and caught up on some stuff.
then at around 8:45 i went to meet up with christoph at last drop in hopes of running around in the rain, but it had stopped by the time i got there. so we just chilled in his car and he played is...oh man...i gotta remember...his...mulasta? yeah?! i think thats right! =D its basically a keyboard you have to blow into and its todes insane =) so yeah then we decided to drive around town with hardcore music blasting ^_^ *love*
got home roundabouts 9:30 and stayed in the car for about 15 minutes talking about how mcr is a total disappointment now lol. came inside to show off the mulasta and found out i was in trouble with my father...cause i kinda just told him id be chillin with toph at last drop and that my mom would be picking me up, but i guess he tried calling my cell, which had died, to check that i found toph alright...and when he got the answering machine like 10 times he freaked out and came looking for me >_< so yeah...
my mom was cool with it and all because she loves toph and knows that i can take care of myself and make good decisions for the most part. we just had a little talk and then i decided to call my dad cause i figured it was the right thing to do. hes really one of the few people who really really piss me off...we're such opposites. hes such an idiot...luckily he didnt know about me driving with toph but hes was all upset about me being out on the sidewalk cause i could have been kidnapped and shit like wtf?! and how i should have been exactly where i said i was gonna be...like wtf?! im 16 and i was just a couple hundred feet from there for the most part >_<. god. he called me naive and shit which really pissed me off...cause i think i know everything. i understand i havnt lived as long as he has but with his philosophy i might as well stay inside my whole life cause its too risky out there in the world. pfft...hes the naive one here...he has no clue what goes on with me. no clue who i am, what my morals are, what my dreams are, what i want in life, what i believe in. hes too shallow to comprehend any of it really. fuck him. ive cut more over his ignorance and idiocy than anybody else.
fuck that.
yeah.
well at about 12:30 i woke up to huge booms of thunder and flashes of lightning illuminating the dark night and pouring rain =D it was fucking intense!!! >_< called christoph and sat awestruck watching and listening to the incredible scene from my window. it was fucking great. we both agreed there hasnt been that big of a storm in a longgg while. =D *LOVE* wish i could have gone out in it...oh well im sure ill have plenty of opportunities over the summer.
got up this morning at about 9:30, meaning i stayed home from school in hopes of maybe getting some projects done...or at least part of one >_< its already 11:30 and i cant seem to bring myself to get started just yet ughhh. SO fucking much to do...im getting into procrastinating really badly. aghh fuck.
but yeah...when i went on myspace today, i had a friend request from paul. that makes 2 guys now whove gotten on myspace for the specific purpose of talking with me. i dont mean to sound narcissistic but thats how it is. frank got back on his old one (for the first time in over half a year) and we've been sending messages back and forth. and paul just created one apparently and asked to be my friend. his only other friend on it is tom...so yeah. i dont even know. frank asked if me and paul are together and i have no clue where hed get that idea unless jon told him about what happened. so im wondering how many people know about whats been going on. im not even considering frank...hes not my type...i just dont feel like being with dan...and i think things with paul would get too serious. *sigh* im fucked up.
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